[Verse 1]

Ah, ah

I lost my trust when I was young, too much fucking shit I've seen

I'm thinking bout this fucking trauma, swear to god I cannot sleep

[Pre-Chorus]

I dug inside my mind

I fear of what's inside

I'd rather not confront it so I turn away and smile

I swear to god I'm fine

I swear to god I'm good

Distract myself with my music or I lose myself in books

[Chorus]

I think I'm better lonely

Better lonely

Cuz trauma fucking holds me

This shit holds me, it holds me

I'm sinking going slowly

Going slowly

Cuz I can't face it boldly, face it boldly

[Verse 2]

Ah, ah

Correcting all the harm I've caused, I'd rather not accept it all

I cannot help but ask myself, "Will self reflection cause my fall?"